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| OMFG!! totally memebr that last post... EHLLA FUCKIN days ago... BEFORE SUMMER EVEN STARTED! LOLZ.... i was writin the stupid ass essay fro MR CASTROS fuckin class!!! rawr!! im bout to shoot mah self jus thinkin bout it... lolz____________> MOVING ON NOW....
im SO HAPPY with my life right now... ive done the things that ive sed i was gunna.. ive made mahself happy, even if it meant doing things that made sum other pple NOT so happy... but whatevah.. i mean im not here to really please anyone other than mahself... SO SCREW IT! lolz i LUV it all! ;]
so not much to sey.... but i AM SUPER SUPER [(DONT THINK THAT I CAN EMPHISIZE THE SUPER ENOUGH)] EXCITED....!!! WE (ULTIMATE) GOT OUR OWN GYM!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PUSRE CRAZYNESS!!!!!!!!! I LOVE IT! WERE SO XCITED!!!!!!!!! && WOOOO WEEEE!!!
_______>WE WILL LEAVE YOU HIGH && DRY, && ITS NOT WORTH IT BUT HEARING YOU LOOSE....<__________
TURST
LOVE
TRUTH
FRIENDS
FUN
ULTIMATE
CHEER
LIFE
[(try && figure it out....!! lolz)]
♥
zAcKErY™_________>♥ | | |
| -z- FEELZ_____> bORED && TirEd
SpOrTin_____> *WOW! lets not go there... lets jus say i lOOk liek the WORLDS BIGGEST SCRUB!! haHA
bLasTiN______> bEHinD mY haZeL eYeS | .. | +KELLY CLARKSON+ | .. |
cHaTTiN iT uP wiTh______> NO ONE! [___>EVERY1 LEFT ME<___]
ThiNkiN_____> HMWK FUCKIN SUCKS!!!!!!
"Woke up around a half past 10 cant believe that im LATE AGAIN....
goes to show that you never know when your life is about to change
just another day- started out like any other, just anothergirl who took my breath away, then she turned around....
and the way your make up stains my pillowcase like i'll NEVER be the same... so CUT my WRITS and BLACK my eyes, so i CANT fall asleep tonight.... and written on my writs says DO NOT OPEN BEFOE XMAS.... so when you get the chance to sit it out or dance i HOPE YOU DANCE...
DANCE DANCE, were falling apart to half time, DANCE- DANCE, and these are the lives- you love to lead, dance, this is the way they would love if they knew how MISERY loved ME.... and i JUST wanna be DANCING DIRTY DIRTY DIRT DANCING....
my HEART is on my sleve, wear it like a bruise a black eye
my BADGE my WITNESS
means that i BELIEVED every SINGLE LIE THAT YOU SAID.....
You only hold me up like this cuz you DONT KNOW WHO I REALLY AM... sumtimes i just want to know what its like to be you....
where making out inside CRASHED cars....
i got headaches and bad luck but they couldnt touch you-nooo
you WANT apalogiez- girl you might hold your breath until your breathing stops FOREVE- FOREVER, the ONLY thing you'll get is this CURSE on ur lips- i HOPE the TASTE of me FOREVER...
and HOW could you let somebody layed where i layed
HOW could you give them everything that we made
HOW could you call him all the names that you used to call me.... HOW could you HOW could you just forget about ME....
but, let me hold you- girl caress my body- YOU got me goin CRAZY- you
TURN ME ON- TURN ME ON, let me JAM you, girl WINE all around me- you got me goin CRAZY...
and YOU KNOW i want you SO MUCH- and im SO TEMPTED TO TOUCH....[i am tempted] TEMPTED TO TOUCH- TEMTPED TO TOUCH....
and ILL BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN THE RAIN STARTS TO FALL- LET ME be the one you call- if you jump im willing to fall- lifet you up and fly away with you into the night- if you need to fall apart i can mend your BROKEN heart, if you need to crash then crash and burn YOUR NOT ALONE...
i WANNA hold yuo high and STEAL your pain
cause im BROKEN when im OPEN
and i dont feel like i am Strong enough
CAUSE IM broken WHEN IM loansom
AND I dont feel righT WHEN YOUR GONE AWAY...
and i DONT need you to be by my side to tell me that EVERYTHINGS alright
i JUST wanted you to TELL ME THE TRUTH
you KNOW id do that for you.....
so WHY are yuo RUNNING AWAY....
dreaming of what could be, && if id end up happy-
i would PRAY- trying hard to reach out- but when i tried to speak out
feel like no one could hear me... WANTED to belong here, but something felt so WRONG here- so i PRAYED, i would PRAY- i could break away
now all thats left if me is what im pretending to be....
SO TOGETHER, but SO BROKEN UP INSIDE-
no i cant breathe- NO i CANT sleep- im BARELY hangin on-
HERE I AM- once again- im TORINTO PIECES- cant deny it CANT pretend- just THOUGHt you were the one- BROKEN UP- deep inside-
BUT YOU WONT GET TO SEE THE TEARS I CRY....
BEHIND THESE HAZEL EYES....
here's the thing, we started out friends- but it was all pretend-
you dedicated took the time- wasnt long before i called you mine...
BUT SINCE U BEEN GONE
i CAN breathe for the first time-
im SO MOVING ON- [yea,yea]
THANKS TO YOU, now i get... WHAT I WANT....
what you see's NOT what you get with you....
back && forth up && down like a rollercoaster-
i am BREAKING THAT HABIT TODAY.....-
DOESN'T matter what you say-
SORRY DOESNT cut it babe-
TAKE THE HINT, and walk away- CUZ IM GONE-
DOESNT matter what you do- its what you DID thats hurting you-
ALL I NEEDED was the TRUTH
NOW IM GONE.....
i CANT STILL BELIEVE....YOU FOUND ME WHEN NO ONE ELSE WAS LOOKING-
how did you know just where i would be-
you broke through the ups and the downs- i guess you could see what nobody could see- YOU FOUND ME....."
so YEAH..... this is WAT HAPPENS WHEN you listen to music while oin ur hmwk for like 6 hrs.... all the songs just kins SQUISH TOETHER...!! haHA.... but did have fun puttin it all 2gether... [(see how many diff songs u can actually find in there)]
[(SO WHY ARE YOU RUNNING AWAY......)]
|--|> DANCE like there's no one watching..... and CHEER like there NO tomrrow....<|--|
"U-A STYLE"
. | | . ULTIMATE... home of the BRAVE... . | | .
aLwAyZ&&FoREvA;;
&& zAckT________>♥!&* aka ULTIMATE'S PRINCE
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| [(DANCE, DANCE, we're falling apart to half time...)]
-z- FEELS______> kinda tired [*yawn*]
sPoRTin_______> the white collared holister shirt with the brown polo over and the blue shirt ova that ... with the dirty washed out HCO jeans....
bLasTiN_______> DANCE DANCE [-fall out boy-]
chaTTiN iT uP wiTh_______> bRiTTaNY!&^#%*
OMG!!! school is ALMOST OVER... woo hoo!! [yea yea i know most pple like lily onli have 3 more days...] but w/e ima pretend like i dun noe that cuz then .... wow... that'll jus ruin all mah happines.. haHA
ULTIMATE has been goin awsome.... REALLY lOOkin forward for it to start up..... cuz we're gunna have an awsome season... with LENNY as our new coach and with the teams that were gunna have and new uniforms and everythin... its guNNa b FUCKIN AMAZING!!!!!!!!!! haHA...... n i LOVE IT!!!
JANELLE is gettin married in 1 month and 16 days!!!!!!!! AHHH... ITS CRAZYNESS!!!!!!im freakin' STOKED......!!! cuz im happy for her... AND i get to be in it!!! WOO HOO FOR ME!!! lolz, its a big party! haHA
okay well, im kinda lame and cant think of anything else to sey ryte now so ima BOUNCE! lolz =]
[(JUST A-NOTHER DAY... STARTED OUT LIKE ANYOTHER.... JUST A-NOTHER GIRL WHO TOOK MY BRETH AWAY)]
|--|> DANCE like there's no one watching..... and CHEER like there NO tomrrow....<|--|
"U-A STYLE"
. | | . ULTIMATE... home of the BRAVE... . | | .
aLwAyZ&&FoREvA;;
zAckT________>♥ aka ULTIMATE'S PRINCE | | |
| ["i've JUST BEGUN havin mah fun yea.....!"]
-z- feelz.__> READY to GO OUT !
spOrTin______> the white hollister collard shirt with the blue t shirt over and the HCO ripped jeans
bLasTin____> mario;; HOW COULD YOU
chattin iT uP wiT____>[no one]
wOw! so i REALLY havnt done this in HELLA fuckin days!! haHA..... but yea hella shit... blah blah blah cheer... blah blahblah... pple... blah blah blah..... NE WAYZ!!! lolz, things are gettin betta so theres no need to dwell on past things i think ! =] so lets move on!!!
ULTIMATE uni*form fittingsa re 2morrow... it should b kinda cool cuz ital b the 1st time that EVERY1 [new&&old] will b together... and ULTIMATE is gunna rOcK that flOOr this yeaR!!!!!! with lenny as our new coach!!!! wooooo hooo for us!!! we gunna have a sr. coed level 3 and a sr. coed level 5 for our sr. cher teams this year !! and im MUCHO excited!1 i think i made ADV. so yea im happy,. but i might do both ! HOPE so cuz that would b fun!!! and IF we have a pom team this year you can BET that im GUNNA DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!! cuz it was fuckin fun!!! lolz, i dont give a flyin fuck wat ne 1 has to sey bout it either!!!! lolz
SCHOOL.... is alomst fuckin over!!! ONLY 17 more days left!!!!! SUCSESS!!!!! lolz im very xcited if u couldnt tell!!!!!
and thats mah story for 2day...... now im gunna go get ready and head out for the night! cuz GUESS WAT YALL....>!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? its FRIDAY FUCKIN NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!! and its time to go out and have a GOOD TIME!!!!! lolz
[(_DANCE like tehre's no one watching.... and CHEER like tehres NO tomorrow..._)]
"U-A STYLE COME ON!!!!!!!!"
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zAckT_____>♥ aka "ULTIMATE'S PRINCE" | | |
| "i am a little bit of lonleyness, a little bit of disregard, a handfull
of complaints, but i can't help the facyt that everyone can see thesse
scars."
-z-fEELZ....: lYkE iT wAs soOoOoOo mEAnT tO bE
SpOrTiN.....: thE piNk HOLLISTER buTToN uP aNd LoW riSe gAp jEAns
chATTiniT uP wiT.....:nOoNE :[
ThiNkiN......: aBouT hEr.... [[LykE aLwAyZ x3]
LONG time no make posty... heHE, umm.... well a bunch of stuff has been
goin on ... good and bad... well way more good than bad, so im happy
bout that, and im not really complainin'
SCHOOL, well that hell hole is startin 2 lOOk up a lil, i mean it can
onli get so good, conciderin the circumstances[not wanting 2 b there
and not knowing that many pple] but besides the obvious... not a lot is
buggin me bout it ... well besides the boringness and havin 2 actually
learn... haHA no, i mean jus hangin out wit ashley and joel latley, i
leraned the other day that i have a b+ in science... betta than i
thought cuz i havnt turned in hella shit and then i turned it all in
late... so that was kinda cool i guess, last thurs i didnt go 2 3rd cuz
it was a block day and that dude NEVER takes role n e wayz, and since
hillsdale got out early i went 2 the mall wit lily and brittany so it
was much fun... heHE
BIRTHDAY was a wekk ago on tues. and let me tell ya, it was
soOoOoOoOoOoOo much fun... and i got so much cool stuff... but the BEST
thing,.... having you there with me.... 
i went 2 school... it was a really fun day... it was an easy day tOO,
we had a lab in science, worked on the fences play in drama[easy and
fun] , listned 2 my ipod in 3rd[[guest speaker, i dont member wat they
were talkin bout though... lolz]], 4th we had a sub, and i talked 2
andrew, ashley, and sherrie most of the period and didnt raelly do ne
thing... heHE 5th i tried 2 get bowler 2 not make me run cuz it was my
birthday, and it was workin 4 a lil bit, but then after all that he
made me run n e wayz!!! OMG! URGH! w/e
and 6th we didnt do ne thing... but wat else is new... lolz.... its jus
spanish.... lolz and then i went 2 practice after school... it was pom
practice... got there a lil late cuz i had 2 take the train, but i got
tehre and we practiced a lil bit and then @ the end friend and janet
gave me my presents and jareds... VERY cOOL stuff!!! i was so happy !!
heHE      [[jared,
wow! thanx! it was ALMOST as good as the bOOk yall got me... heHE....
wow taht bOOk... haHA]] and then they took me 2 the train station and i
took the train home.... listened 2 ALL my VM, cuz god knows i had bout
a MILLION!! and ya.... heHE great birthday....
ULTIMATE has been goin realli good now that the BITCH [[emily]] and
stephanie were fired... i lyked stephanie... but o well... with her she
brought the bitch so ya... o well !!! and now FRIEND[[janelle]] and dee
and janet are our coaches, and OMG ! the 1st practice w/o them we got
SOoOoOoOoOo much done, we got laurens full down 4om her arbasque
[[lOOks awsome bi the way!]] and we also got ambers full down 4om
scorpion[[ just as BEAUTIFULL]] and jenelle finally has her
scorpion down SOLID!!! YAY JENELLE!!!! heHE
SAT. i went 2 the photo shoot thingf 4 varsity [[cheerleading brand]]
at focus [[YUCK! ramiee calls them fungis heHE, but that was better
than wat janet was callin them,.... haHAha!]] and they tooks pic of us
and our teams, and stuff, convniently enough of course we had 2
stand next 2 pple 4om fungus [[and ramiee notcied something... well
INTERESTIN bout someone!!! haHA and then me ramiee and amber are
standing there... and im all lyke "DONT tell jared, he will FREAK!"
omg! it was HELZZA fuckin funni!! haHA wow! but afta we told jared wat
it was, haHA omg !im SOOOOO sri jared... lolz, lets jus all keep taht a
secret yall haHA]] and ... i cant wait 2 see them cuz the
aperently came out good... so that should b cool..... i saw jessi and
that was much fun ;] and amber thought she lost her fone but realli she
had droped it in the middle of the street @ her house... lolz... haHA
COMP last sun @ UC DAvis, wasnt our best, lets start off by sayin the
all girl didnt even go[[they scratched] cuz the were SO not raedi and
ya, and then coed got our first 2nd place[[ehh]] kinda sad, i kinda
lyked 1st lolz but ya, well jus work twice as hard this sat. with our
comp @ san jose state, but jr's pom and hip-hop all got 1st and all
bids 2 USA nationals in LA so thatz cool... and we might go along wit
vegas... we jus gotta all talk bout it , OH! and i hurt myself warming
up on the tumble track, i was practicein my RO tuck [[round off tuck]]
and i landed funny and screwed up my foot so i couldnt throw it
on the comp floor, but its okay ... and ya, therefore my jumps and
standing tumbleing sucked cuz my foot was F-in killin me!so ya... but
my foot is all betta now so im good 4 sat !! YAY ! [[speakin of sat. im VERY xcited!!! i get 2 see jessi !!! yay !!!]]
[["stop me and steal my breath...""]]
[["here... a little sympathy, for you to waste on me, i know your faking it, but thats okay"]]
pics 4om comp on sun!
me and friend... [[im kinda sad it came out blurry though]]
jared.... well ... lOOkin like jared, w/ our plaque that we were makin fun of.... haHA.... [[huh allie... lolz]]
wow jared!! thatz almost as good as the intellegent lOOk the me and janelle alwayz make fun of you for.... haHA
me and NATALIE!!! cute pic... i luv my natalie... we have soOoOoOoOo many inside jokes... im happy she part of our pod.. heHE
natalie, jenelle and haeley outside comp @ Davis
me and trisha all ova each other... actin ghetto.... i LUV my trisha!!!
heHEhe [[HHHHEEEEEEEYYYYYYY!!!!!!!]] lolz trisha:
ULTIMATE zack: WHATADO!!! haHAhaHA
courtney and her lil sis...[[who is our lil mascot]] OMG she is so
cute!!! and we taught her how 2 say watado! on sun !! heHE....
me and my lil munchy iris/ tin ... heHE.... i luv that lil kid..
haHA..... MUNCHKIN... [[but i men athat in the most loveing careing way
posible]] lolz....
someone isnt having fun gettin their hair peice put in... haHA.... [[OH
! and bi the bi iris i still have the bag 4 ur hair peice... haHA]]]
aLwAyZ&fourEVA,
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